For the better part of nearly three years, we’ve seen Ciara at perhaps the happiest in her life. That’s all thanks to her now husband NFL Quarterback Russell Wilson. The NFL champion has had no challenges showing how much he appreciates her. However, that doesn’t mean that Ciara can’t recall darker days.
The singer and wife have been living her best life since getting together with Wilson. Overall the Seattle Seahawks quarterback has been doing everything that can be done to show how much he loves her. From buying her Masters to Instagram videos of the kids sending messages of love. Russell has been a knight in shining armor. However, Ciara‘s latest interview told the story prior to her finding her happiness.
Ciara Red Table Talk
Ciara recently sat down with Jada Pinkett Smith and the gang on Red Table Talk. Together they ended up discussing her previous relationship with rapper Future. The couple was nearly engaged five years ago, and Ciara seems to still remember to the tee the horrific events from that relationship.
Ultimately the two would decide to split after several rumors of his infidelity continued to grow. The two do have a child together that they do co-parent.
“I’d have moments when I would be in the shower, I’d be crying,” Ciara told hosts Jada Pinkett Smith, Willow Smith and Adrienne Banfield-Jones on “Red Table Talk.” “I had a few different settings — crying in the bedroom, crying in the shower … crying because I’m not in the happiest place, and it hurts what I’m going through.”
“I grew up with my mom and dad being together, the idea of it being, ‘Mommy and Daddy made baby,’ and then all of a sudden you’re living your life in front of the world,” the “Goodies” star explained. “‘I feel like I’m failing right now, [people are] gonna roast me, here they come in the comment section. I’m about to get fried.’ All that stuff, it’s real. You can’t help but to think of it.”
Furthermore, Ciara felt as though she was wasting her life away with the rapper and the relationship seemed to be going nowhere. After their split, Russell and Ciara started dating when her son was just 10-months old. Overall, the singer was amazed by her son’s connection to Russell Wilson.
“To love me, is to love my son,” she expressed, adding, “It’s just a different level of love.”
In conclusion, do you think that she and Future will ever be cool? Can they really learn to co-parent?
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